*sedang mau posting ga jelas karena bete soalny tes collegenya = BENCANA*
you know what...akhir2 ni sisi2 melankolis gw - kalau ada - sedikit muncul neh.
tiba2 muncul suatu pikiran di kepala gw : 'Am i a good friend?!' - 'Do i have some real good friends' etc...
coz honestly,i don't really think that my friends find me as a good friend - a friend they can always trust and tell everything to. sure,i'm always there for my friends kalo mereka lg butuh temen bicara dll - tp mnrt gw cuma sebatas itu aja. temen have fun, temen hang out together, but not a friend they can trust ato temen bwat curhat dll gtu.
tp ya gtu d,gw mrasa bahwa bwat mereka gw itu cuma - let's say - 'Doggie' n bukan 'Aldo'. sure,i feel that they ARE my good friends,yg bnr2 bisa gw ceritain apapun (itu kalo mrk mo denger gw bacot2 seh XD) n juga bisa gw percaya sbg temen...
but it's just strange - gw ga pernah ngerasa bener2 dianggap sbg temen yg lebih dari sekedar temen bwat
have fun n hang out together aja , ga tau knapa...D:
well...mungkin aja itu jg gara2 kebiasaan gw mulut ember aka suka bergosip yah...pathetic me, but that's my happy-side!XD
yes,gw punya bbrapa tmn smasa SMP yg gw anggep sbg temen baek gw...tp kmudian kita smwa pisah2 skolah pas SMA n what happened?!
smwa kepisah2...bahkan ada bbrp yang bnr2 no contact at all akhir2ny...well,kcuali tmn2 gw sgrombolan Chnzk_Co n member2 Seikat Lobak macam jeng Rose, Seyren dll yg sampe sekarang masi tetep keep in contact , hope out friendship stays forever guys ^^ ( or should i say...LADIES XD)
n tmn2 gw smasa SMA...well, i DO have some friends, yang mnrt gw bnr2 deket ma gw meskipun slama 3 tahun SMA itu banyak BANGET high-school-drama yg terjadi (which , hopefully, bikin kita smwa makin deket :D) tp skrg seh...setelah lulus gw berangkat ke Jerman n tmn2 gw pada tersebar2 di seluruh dunia (Aussie,Indo,SPore...), praktis komunikasi satu sama lain jg paling2 lewat Email ato MSN D:
well,maybe it's just so, that i'm afraid my friends will forget me and i feel insecure about it DX
hm...n gw jg ngerasa, sampe skrg gw cuma 'Doggie', bukan 'Aldo' bwat mereka..but so what?!XD
...yang penting kan gw still temen mrk smwa, n i'm trying my best to be a good friend - alah :D
so to all my friends out there, thx for the great friendship and thx for always accepting me for whoever i am :D
i feel really blessed, that i can have good friends like you all. *no, bukan maksudny gw jadi org religius loh! Atheist Foreva!>:D*
alah,i think in this post i'm not like my usual happy-go-lucky
n btw no, gw ga nangis loh.
frenz 4eva! ^^
''A True Friend is THE GREATEST Of All Blessings''
-doggie-